today veri sian la. rotting at home so i decided to do this personality quiz.

You are seeking protection against anything which might seem to be exhausting you or tiring you out. It would appear that you are seeking a life of security and physical ease, free from any problem or disturbance.You 'need to be needed'. As an idealist you are intolerant of anything short of special consideration from those close to you. If you do not get what you seek you are apt to become reclusive and you will close the doors on all those within your sphere of influence. Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavour but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.Nobody seems to understand you at this moment for everything you suggest or do seems to be taken up the wrong way. All of this misunderstanding is leading to anxiety and stress. The situation naturally is not as you would like it to be - you feel that you are being treated most unfairly and that trust, affection and understanding are being withheld from you and that you are being treated with a demeaning lack of consideration. You consider yourself being denied the appreciation essential to your well being and self-esteem and that there is nothing you can do about it. You feel that whatever you try to do to change the situation, you are getting nowhere fast. You would really like to get away from it all but can't find the energy or the strength of mind to make the necessary decision.You seem to be always on the defensive and that is because you have failed to establish yourself in a manner consistent with your own high opinion of yourself. You are trying to prove yourself with inadequate resources and this has resulted in considerable stress. You are trying to escape from these excessive demands on your reserves by adopting a defensive attitude in which you refuse to be committed or to be involved in further unpleasantness.

7:21 PM;
I made my mark

today so exciting seh. lol. early in the morning, mrs siow scolded carnegie n daren n said she would treat them as invisible le. duno true or not leh. i think say say only la. =.= then ms chiang brought us to the lab to do experiment. then i forget to bring my practical book then she scolded me n said something tat she gave up hope on me. ?!? after sch, i went wif ariel,tuan qi n kc to eat chicken rice then we went to my house to take my basketball. then we went to sch to play lor. play for a while then rain like siao liao. then we went to the canteen to play soccer. play for a while then we heck care liao, then go play basketball in the rain. the feeling was like......... wet. =.= then the rain stopped then jj came n played wif us. we played til 7 then go mamashop to chat. i reach home at around 7.30 leh. so tiring. lol

7:40 PM;
I made my mark

crapcrapcrapcrapcrapcrapcrap...................................... tat's the best word to describe my day. seriously, ppl who judge ppl from their appearances should get a life lor. everything also look at the surface. these kind of ppl r so shallow lor. Get A LIFE...... i will diao these kind of ppl liao. i am so fed up. how i was born is my fault arh? as in like i got a choice meh? crap-athetic. wat can i do?? plastic surgery?!? idiots......

9:07 PM;
I made my mark